Immersion – May 30th at 7 PM, NYTW

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On May 30th at 7 PM I’ll be presenting a workshop of this piece as part of my final Fellows presentation at New York Theatre Workshop. It’s going to be a delirious mix of English and Spanish madness. Hope to see you there.

IMMERSION (workshop presentation)

Part of the New York Theatre Workshop Emerging Artists of Color Fellowship

Presented May 30th at 7 PM

written and directed by Julián Mesri

stage design: Leni Mendez

light design: Mike McGee

Assistant Direction/Stage Management: Alyson Fortner

with Jen Taher, Yadira de la Riva, Gabe Morales, Alex Kveton, Mikaela Feely-Lehmann, David Phillips, Ana Grosse and Maria Cuartero

Presented in both English and Spanish

A typical apartment in a mid-gentrified Brooklyn neighborhood is where these post-college youth play out their privileged malaise. Little do they know their world is about to be interrupted by the one just next door – a young immigrant latino family and their chatty guest. A play that makes a meeting of these two worlds possible through the impossibility of theatre. A devious bilingual comedy about home and where it is in a city which is torn across class, languages and cultures.

Hello, 2013

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from “Fuenteovejuna” – photo Michael Palma

Almost mid-year and no posts, but it has been an exceptionally busy and excellent time to be making theatre!

- I have continued to make progress on my adaptation of Hauptmann’s the Weavers. We presented a short workshop of Acts 1 and 2 at NYTW this December and now I’m going to try to expand this idea by going fully bilingual in a short presentation in May, updates soon.

- I premiered ‘Fuenteovejuna’ at Repertorio Español - we’ve been up now almost 3 months, and have two more performances – April 18th and May 3rd to close out the season. Check out the full range of reviews here, here, and HERE (if you speak Spanish)

- I went to Portland and directed an American cast in a reading of Claudio Tolachir’s fantastic piece “The Coleman Family’s Omission” (La omisión de la familia Coleman). It went wonderfully and gave me a chance to get to know Portland’s theatre scene, the beautiful Portland Playhouse and the very, very awesome Boom Arts who invited me all the way from NYC!

Coming up…

On Wednesday I’ll be directing a reading of Matt Paul Olmos’s stunning play “i put the fear of mexico in ‘em” – over at La Mama as part of Teatro Stage Fest. It’s an exciting breakdown of US/Mexico relations by bringing together both worlds in this hyper-theatrical, hyper personal exploration.

On Friday, The Red Book premieres at Incubator Arts Project. Working with Deborah Wallace and Fulya Peker from Hybrid Stage Project, I’ve composed a complete musique concrete score inspired on this piece that explores Jung’s theories, Medieval alchemists and the dark side of the soul. It will be a haunting, hypnotic piece, hope to see you there.

And then…on the 29th and 30th the Martin Segal Theatre Center will host PEN World Voices, new plays from Spain, I’m the artistic director, and have been working alongside CUNY’s Next Generation Fellow (and dramaturg/director) Sarah Rose Leonard to bring together some of the best directors in NYC to work with these celebrated Spanish playwrights, introducing a whole lexicon of new styles and stories to the city’s stage.

its been a busy few months! Hope to see you around soon!

- J

What’s New on the Horizon

Hello folks – so lack of updates on my part, but wanted to catch you up on what’s going on.

Now that we’ve gone through an election, and in a lot of ways are entering what seems like a new era, I feel it’s a good chance to come back to this blog!

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First of all, I’m proud to be an Emerging Artist of Color Fellow over at NYTW, along with the awesome Simon Hanukai, Tamilla Woodard, Zhu Yi, Janine Nabers and Matthew Paul Olmos. For my fellowship year I’m developing a bilingual adaptation of Gerhart Hauptmann’s The Weavers working with old and new actors, and it has been absolutely phenomenal. We’ll be presenting our showing on December 18th at 7 PM contact me if you want to get an invite! There’s been lots of interesting work coming out of this process, so hopefully I’ll be able to share it with you all.

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39 Defaults – the piece I directed for Teatro Stage Fest this summer is coming back for an encore showing at Casa Mezcal. If you haven’t seen it yet – come check out this exciting and thrilling piece by Mar Gomez Glez and starring Pep Muñoz and Kelly McGrath. Two strangers meet at an anarchist bookstore – one of them a Catalan activist, the other a lower east sider with her own secrets. A play about trust in an era of surveillance. We premiere on December 11th and 13th and run every Sunday and Tuesday at 7 PM until December 2nd. (click here for tickets).

I also participated as both writer and director for the One Minute Play Festival at INTAR theatre. My piece “The Oaths” was done true justice by Melissa Crespo and her stellar cast. As for me, its been an honor working on these plays and participating in this great event (special thanks to Dominic D’Andrea and Lou Moreno). Sadly our second night was Sandied out, but we have prevailed and are re-presenting the show on November 18th it’s pay-what-you-can and proceeds go to INTAR theatre, the oldest latino theatre in the country.

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Then – the DAY after, the wonderful folks over at Magic Futurebox are presenting a reading of my play Carnivorous. Directed by Andrew Neisler, starring Alfredo Huereca, David Ohana, Jose Arturo Castro, Sarah Todes and Adam Boncz. Set in the back of a trendy restaurant with a staff that’s slowly starving to death It’s a play that explores food and its relationship to sex, country and death. It’s sure to be an enjoyable evening, and we’ll be presenting a full production later in the spring. November 19th at Magic Futurebox

Coming soon – I’ll be one of the four translators at the Lark’s US-Mexico Exchange. I’m translating Escurrimientos y Anticoagulantes a Mexican adaptation of Crime and Punishment by David Gaitan. The piece, which was a hit in Mexico especially with the younger generation, retells the story of Raskolnikov, a man driven to murder someone by sheer rational conception. A play that explores our relationship to violence, and what leads some people to murder.

And in February – I’ll be presenting Fuenteovejuna by Lope de Vega, my mainstage debut at Repertorio Español. We will be bringing Lope’s classic text back to the Repertorio stage, but restaging the piece in a corporation. A campo that has turned itself into a cubicle.

Hope to see you there!

- Julián

Retorno y Aventura

Hey all – sorry from the hiatus. I had an incredibly amazing and busy two months, premiering a show at teatro stage fest, and starting my fellowship with New York Theatre Workshop. Things which have led to amazing future opportunities and have been unforgettable experiences all. And in this incredible year, I am in the middle of another new experience, an experience back in Argentina, my first home, Buenos Aires, writing from my aunt’s house on a keyboard I still can’t quite figure out and a computer that marks everything I write in red. Which is true, I am now writing an alien language on this keyboard. The red brings into highlight the fact that I should be writing in Spanish. Writing a play from scratch is what Alejandro Tantanian, a distinguished playwright/director who leads the program I’m in, Panorama Sur, wants us to do. So after the over 15 shows we’re seeing as a group, the daily classes and additional master classes, the idea is to co-exist as a group of artists, watching the same shows, working on plays, reading each others work. A pretty utopian four weeks that is wonderful, challenging and terrifying (it also means 4 weeks apartment from my amazing girlfriend and my new apartment so that adds a bit of melancholy to the mix as well).

It also means coming back to Argentina without a grandma waiting for me. A different world for sure. My aunts house is in a slight chaos, floorboards exposed, mid-renovation, but it still feels like home with the amazing hospitality of my family. The group of amazing writers, directors and designers that make up my class, coming from all over, feels like another family. What most surprised me in the 2 hours it took for us to go around and propose our ideas was the variety of poetics, and ways of thinking and imagining theatre. Some were political, some were purely formal, some personal, some completely imaginary, some for theaters, some site specific, some for skype. Everyone however was looking for ways to challenge the form, everyone was in some way challenging themselves, and not just with this project. It was a great way to meet people who in a lot of ways share a sort of restlessness and yet passion for the field. Many had their own companies, making me nostalgic for one myself, many started out as other professions, and found writing many times from directing, or from design or acting first.

The proposal will be to write a play from scratch, and if not finish it, then create something that has a clear objective goal leading us to the end. We will each read every week, while also seeing theatre and going to master classes.

My piece will be the first time I write in Spanish, and i will see the red lines vanish from under me, as I go into the sky.

Like when I went to Berlin, my blog will now become a journal of this experience. I will write about my experiences, but also comment on the plays I have seen to form a document of this artistic journey that can also serve those who are curious about argentine theatre.

Its going to be an intense, exciting four weeks, which I will truly value for years to come – but I also relish the opportunity to come home with a new work in Spanish!

Hope you’ll join me for the ride!

abrazos

J

While Nobody’s Watching (approaching the theatrical)

Guillermo Kuitca – Untitled (2000)

A common symptom of the theatre we watch/read/experience today is that it has come to resemble television or film. This comes as no surprise. We live in a society where film and television have become dominant forms of popular culture theatre is a much smaller, self-selected group – and for the majority of people is more a novelty act than anything else. It pains me to write that, but it is the sad truth. We have to come to terms with the fact that theatre, in this society, is worthless.

That is not to say that I will stop doing it, or that it is not important and necessary. Its very worthlessness beckons its necessity. In a society run by exchange-value, where art succeeds on its market rather than its merit, something worthless is indeed quite valuable.

To become worthless is also quite terrifying if you want to make a living in this world, Think of all the ways we ascribe value to ourselves and our form. Could you imagine all of that being worth nothing? The hundreds of thousands of dollars of debt, the unpaid internships, all the pro-bono work. Yet, the worthlessness of art was once its true value. Kant knew this: “There can be no objective rule of taste, no rule of taste that determines by concepts what is beautiful,” (Critique of Judgment, § 17). Though that point of view is present even in Clement Greenberg’s Abstract Expressionism, there is an objective rule of survival that has the capacity to overrule every rule of taste – artists have to eat. For that there is the rule of the markets and that, governs everything. The problem, in that in theatre there is less of a product to be sold. It cannot be sold and resold and exchanged the way that film and television and even visual art do. Yet, in spite of this, or even because of this, television and film have become our dominant cultural forms. A dominant cultural narrative must embody the forms that it seeks to imitate. What better vehicles for late-capitalism than multi-million dollar, corporation-driven works of art?

Guy Debord in Society of the Spectacle sees this relationship between cultural products and societal structures very clearly. For Debord, : “the spectacle is the main production of present-day society,” (Debord, 15) – which is to say that the products of spectacle are those self-same products that make this society works, which is to say, our entertainment and our society both function under a narrative-driven capitalism.

The problem of course is the fact that theatre does not live in a silo, though it may sometimes act like it does, and when we realize that our work is worthless, we suddenly panic, and try what we can to ascribe value to it. Rather than embrace its sheer worthlessness, theatre reduces itself by trying to imitate what is actively successful and tries to inflate itself as a similar kind of narrative-driven capitalism. When it does so, it becomes novelty, and instead of becoming theatrical it becomes a version of the other more successful forms, just with “real-live” people instead of screens. If anything it shows its creases more, and creates the only “worthy” things within the piece those which theatre can do nothing for.

When Equus sells out Broadway seats it becomes more about a teenage infatuation of seeing a popular movie star naked rather than Peter Sheaffer’s writing or even the director’s vision. But theatre, or what is left of it, is a business, and that business requires capital. When the television show “Smash” uses the plotline of a movie star replacing the “worthier” actresses, it demonstrates a futile perspective, but also the inability for that model of theatre to bemoan itself without literally turning itself into what it is critiquing.

But unlike television and film theatre does not have to be constricted by million dollar budgets. It has the capacity to be immediate, and to be done, seen and available to anyone in a public space.

When theatre embraces its own worthlessness it embraces theatricality. The non-product of theatre is its most powerful tool. Think about how much you can get away with when no one is watching, when there are less systems of control. The only things that restrict us from making work are the logical red-flags that a market-driven society ascribes to worthless behavior. But rather than resign ourselves to walking that same line, let’s walk the other line and see how we can make theater possible from nothing. Not just a theater of poverty but a theatre of incapacity, a theatre that looks like our broken infrastructure instead of a theater that woefully tries to cover up for its impossibility. In the end isn’t it more interesting to see the corrugated cardboard held by duct tape and the chipping paint on the other side of the gilded frame?

The internet unglued these dominant forms and really finished the job they started, by completely individualizing themselves they function as what is most necessary in this society, it acts IN PLACE of the individual. It directs the gaze, and in some ways, fills in the blanks of experience.

The theatrical came first -and it was an event, with a structured gaze, but not a directed one. You can look where you want. You can get up and leave, and if you so choose, can destroy the performance. That danger is what makes theatre theatre, that tenuous relationship. But that’s also what makes it an awful product. You can never get the same thing twice, and you’re never guaranteed anything. You can’t exchange an experience.

Then film – and in film you have a gaze that becomes directed. The camera watches for us. All of a sudden we are all seeing the same thing. And the thing is always the same, no matter where you are. Suddenly you can exchange this, suddenly you can keep it. Suddenly it becomes a commodity.

Then television, and the film comes into our lives. It occupies a place in our home, and in doing so it begins to restrict not just our gaze but to act for us as well. We are told when to laugh. We begin to live the lives of characters, driven to obsess over them, celebrating their weddings, beginning fashions and becoming our topics of conversation.

In film, the CINEMATIC is what makes it film: montages, close ups, pans – these are ways of seeing that become unique to film. We begin to see what we otherwise cannot see. We can see as people we aren’t, as objects, as the voyeurs we secretly wish to be. In doing so, we entrust our ability to see to a reproducible kind of art. A universal camera, overtakes our own, more imperfect eyes.

In television the TELEVISUAL is what is originally to its form, the “laugh-tracks”, the “cliffhangers”, the things that perform us, that make us follow it and lead our lives to it. Reality TV of course is the full realization of this, “the confessional”, we even have “real” characters spill their guts out to us, in some way being relieved of even the need to confess our own sins. So we inherit the narrative of these characters and mold ourselves literally in (or against) their image.

Within all this, what becomes THEATRICAL? The theatrical is what nobody can see – unless they’re there. It’s the excessive, it’s the rabble, it’s the chewing too loudly, it’s the uniqueness of the experience. It’s the fervor of the political event. It’s what happens one time and never again. It’s worthless as a product, but it’s essential to societies, it constructs the narrative not of just one story, but of our human event; a collapsed grand narrative that has led to an obsession of anything but that narrative, but it is THAT story that we have to keep telling.

And the goal of critique, moreso than to accumulate the value of a show (to go or not to go), is to continue this task, to document the theatrical within a piece, to excavate the most worthless elements and hold treat the rest like the debris.

Time to sift through our  trashcans and see what we come up with.

- Julian

Dis-connected

I lost my grandmother yesterday, while I was here 5,253 miles away watching the preview of a show I was working on. There is a sort of helplessness that accompanies the distance one accrues being an immigrant.A combination of “what can I do” – and “do I really matter” – it makes it seem as if everytime you go back to your homeland it’s like living another life, pressing the unpause button and entering back into it. Except with events like these, when the entire family is together and you can’t press unpause on your life here, and so you feel split. As if your body here has emptied itself out and is on that plane to Buenos Aires you can’t take. It’s so strange to watch the world go on, and on, in a different language suddenly, everything you’re reading, feeling isn’t the same way, not just yet. Of course, it’s a short lull, today is Sunday and Monday begins the working week and suddenly we clutter ourselves with so much we can’t help but go on and even forget a little quicker. But it’s in these brief spaces between cluttered moments where I try to unclog myself from the current  and try to make sense of it all.

Part of being an immigrant is in a way being disconnected from the pieces of you that make you who you are, and yet they very much influence you, directly channel you. I know I get my joy from my grandmother, a woman who could not help but be happy, be positive. The last time I saw her last year, I still remember her smiling and nodding, even as her brain was slowly disconnecting, even though she would fight it til the last moment, the love she had for her children and grandchildren drove that joy til the very end, til the very last phone call even. I would love to think that I inherited that joy that can’t help but fill me. Though I am also filled with other parts, other countries.

It is crazy to think that from the daughter of Calabrian immigrants come to Buenos Aires growing up in a tenement house on Congreso married a country lawyer and sprouted a rock musician now owner of a recording studio, a successful doctor, and a New York performance artist (my mother). Even crazier to think that from there is a part of me, that also happened to meet an English-Basque lawyer and a Sephardic Doctor who met a Russian beauty – and those moments bubble up and spring up in me and their languages diffuse into my mercosur spanish and an English accent I must have gleaned from growing up two years in Rockville Maryland, and then going to school in the northern Bronx. And yet I can piece together, slowly the parts of my blood, in an effort to discover myself where still i feel like a stranger.

I have watched my other life in Buenos Aires pass, great events, weddings, funerals, fights, successes – while my life here has flourished, though sometimes I feel like I am watching it too. Grabbing blindly for the next step because I know there must be some step to guide me. That’s how I found myself in a theatre, a place where we can’t help but face everything at once. When I’m in rehearsal or onstage, I know that if we wanted to there is nothing we could hide. The stage does all the showing, we just have to work our bizarre magic in order to see that.

The past is a monster – devouring both good and bad. My blood inherited a dictatorship that I was never witness to, only lived through the experience of my parents and my family. My blood, itself from other lands, belongs to a country with a torn history, constantly rebuilding itself. But my body exists here, in New York City – a city made of and by immigrants, but also a city that in its name hides its blemishes and in some way dulls its magic. A city that harbors pockets of success, and keeps its art trendy by making it a well known secret. And yet here is where I want to persist, and know that the joy of my grandmother keeps me here. The one who’s always supported a grandson that faded in and out of view through the years, but her belief and faith never dulled. When I go back to the apartment in Ciudad de la Paz, who knows when, but I will, I will throw myself on the couch and close my eyes and almost hear her laughing.

un beso, abuela, te extraño,

J

Home/Stage

The new digs - Flatbush-Ditmas Park, BK

Sorry for the hiatus, I’ve been moving. The stress, excitement and sheer suddenness of it totally took me by surprise, as I’m sure it does everyone. Now, sitting next to the window on a beautiful sunny day in Flatbush, Brooklyn on my table drinking my mate it all comes together a bit more.

Homes are weird things. I feel that in theatre we get used to and then immune to occupying space, but for me the ability  to transform a real living space, has always been one of the wonders of our craft. Which got me thinking of the relationship between theaters and homes.

We should think of our theaters less as luxury items, less as entertainment venues, and more as homes. This means we can expand our notions of what theater is – it is not just space. More than ever theaters are functioning not as models for mass-cultural entertainment (television and film have cornered the market on that), but as homes, artistic homes and critical homes, and places where the artists and the communities surrounding them can be invited to interact together.

I have been part of a small discussion of latino artists in the US on twitter #labd, what is so amazing about it is that it has begun to create a home for a very specific kind of latino artist/theatre, one that defines itself rather than is defined by others. I have felt at home in many theaters in NY, INTAR, Repertorio Español, NYTW, Magic Futurebox- but each of them does so by creating a community within its community of artists. One that oftentimes bridges the gap between actor and audience. But the amazing thing about #labd is that it seeks to create a home across boundaries, states, a small sphere of discourse. The result has been a heterogeneity of self-defined voices, uniting under a common shared space where we all arrive at the same place, having come from very different ones.

If we aim to integrate our theatre, we must make way and create spaces like these. Places that let artists define themselves and settle into, rather than places that just provide pre-made slots for one or two artists that already carry with them the distinction of unofficially representing an entire unrepresented race or culture. Online we are already on our way, in our brick and mortar institutions however, we have a ways to go.

Imagine what it would be like to move into a place that was already premade – apart from the relief of not having to move your stuff, what kind of honest experiences could you have in a home you had no part in filling in with your things?  Imagine the kinds of situations we could get from that? Well, entertainment has given us that parallel: reality shows do just that, they offer everyone the idea of looking into a home without the personalization. The result is a mass kind of voyeurism that is perpetrated not just by those watching, but by those living in a place that they themselves don’t inhabit but yet comes to define them all the same. That is the same activity that happens as soon as specific identities usurp themselves into makeshift homes.

What makes our homes homes is that they come from us, they allow us to make our place within a larger complicated circle, and a stage is anincredible entity that can hold many homes. It houses artistic voices and collaborations and invites the audience, not just provides the audience for a place within that experience. It’s not too much to ask for a home to provide us a safe space where we can dwell not just in our relaxation, but in our neuroses, in our struggles and in our everyday work – is it too much to ask theaters to try the same?

- J